Longing for Home

Today is my grand daughters birthday. She is a beautiful little fire cracker.  She along with her mother, father, and 5 year old sister were going to be at my home this weekend.  We had lots of plans and lots of ideas, and I even had ingredients to make that special Peppa Pig birthday cake that she wants so very much.

Plans change, and life gets in the way some times and we make adjustments.  Today, she spent the day with her parents and older sister in  another city riding bikes and playing in the sunshine with her other Nana and Papa, who I am eternally grateful for.  Family is such a blessing and now more than ever I try to appreciate having people around that love me and those that I love.

In my heart I know that I will be able to hug and squeeze them again, but inside, there is a place that feels like something is missing.  Something that I might not get back.

As I have been praying for the past couple weeks, remembering my family in my prayers and asking for messengers to watch over each of my children, my eyes cannot help but become moist.  Asking for their protection in this troubled world, asking for them to be safe and to not be fearful.  Desiring for them to stay close to the spirit and to listen for that still small voice of warning....my heart aches for them and so many more.

I cannot help but wonder and ask...Father, how do you do it?  How can you send so many of your children, that you love so dearly into this world knowing what they will face.  Knowing the heartache they will endure, the difficult choices they will need to make?  The love that I have for my 4 children, and my soon to be 8 grandchildren is so great, it is difficult to imagine what He and Heavenly Mother must feel.

I do know this, I know with my limited knowledge of all that is, and the intensity of  love that burns in my heart for all my children and grandchildren and the fact that I would literally do anything in my power to keep them safe, and watched over and happy, the love that our Heavenly parents and Christ have for us is without measure.  

I know that my children will soon return.  That I will make that Peppa Pig cake and I will get to squeeze that little 3 year old tight, but tonight my arms ache, and I long to be with my family.  What I really want is to be home, in heaven surrounded by all of my children and grand children and great grandchildren for all of eternity.  That is what keeps me going.  That is what makes each day worth living.  Because there really in nothing I would not do, to bring them each safely home.

Our Heavenly home is like that.  A Father and Mother that desire for us to be safe and happy and at peace.  They desire our protection from the evil of this world.  They long for us to find happiness and joy in this life and in the eternities...and there is no limit to their love for us.  Some days we get sidetracked, plans change, and we course correct. We can always know, their door is always available if we but knock. There is nothing like going home.

I Remember

Where is your Peace

My hope for you in all the world

Is to find a place of peace

A place of joy, of hope, of love

where you can plant your feet

A place where life is filled

with what your heart longs for

A place where angels come and place

your path towards heaven’s door

I long to see your face again

if only for a moment

To hold your hand, to feel you near

my strength, my brother, my friend

One day I know we will meet again

where or when I do not know

I only know that I will wait

for heaven on earth once more

Vibrate Higher

I really enjoy listening to podcasts, talks, webinars...I am finding I am very auditory in my learning. What has become clear to me is that while doing this, I reach a different brain wave level that makes retention, and learning easier for me. 


If we look at the world as a whole, it is made on a 3D level, which in my mind is the see, hear, touch, taste, feel world. It is very "Physical" in nature. We also know that everything is held together by energy, is made up of energy, and puts off a certain energetic vibration. It is the vibration that an item resonates at that determines it's shape. A super low vibrational item might be steel, iron, rocks...they are all very solid because vibrationally they are very slow moving and so the particles really stick together. On the other hand we have water, air, wind, that are more fluid allowing them more movement since energetically they are more vibrationally fluid.


The same can be said for emotions. Fear, hate, envy, anger, are all very low vibrationally causing us to energetically slow our vibration down often causing anxiety, discomfort and disease. While on the other hand if we take Love, Joy, kindness, empathy, and serving others these are high vibrational states and can bring about positive changes and raising the vibration of not only ourselves but the energetic vibrations of others around us, and even bringing health back to the body.


Even though we live in a 3D world, by our actions and what we eat and if we meditate and slow our minds, this allows our energy to begin to vibrate at a much higher level. Even though we live in a 3D world we hear of people that have visions, see those on the other side of what we call the veil, have angelic messengers...is this because they are vibrationally attuned to a frequency other than the 3D? I would say absolutely yes.


I think this life is not necessarily a dream state, but we vibrationally are on a planet that cannot vibrate consistently enough to keep us in a 5D + state of being. When we dream our bodies slow down enough, and depending on what we put into it from food and water to drugs and medications, we have the opportunity to "VIBRATE" out of the 3D world into higher vibrational worlds...or pierce the veil as it were. Because that is what we are doing. Our goal is to raise our vibration so that we can receive the messages given on a higher frequency.


Just like and old GPS system, or an old TV, if they don't work with the new frequencies that information is being broadcast on it will appear that they don't work. Well they work just at a lower vibration.  We are in the process of being upgraded physically, and spiritually, but like with everything else, if we don't take the opportunity to accept the upgrade, we won't be able to tune into what is being sent.  


Just like my learning through my auditory frequencies, we are being infused with vibration on multiple levels every second of every day.  What frequency (ies) are you tuned into?  Are you strictly AM or have you gone Satellite?